Soooo.. i have got some news..and i dont know how else to tell everyone at the same time.. so i will just say it on here. And hopefully it wont be too long from now taht you guys see this. It sounds kinda silly ish writing it, but i now 'officially' have a boyfriend.. And the sucky thing about this is that you guys dont even have a clue who he is. i finally have a 'real' thing going on here, and you guys dont even have a clue who i am talking about... well maybe a slight clue, but not a big one thats for sure. And dont worry dad.. i dont know if you read this, but we have talked about the canada and australia thing.. hes still got to finish his apprenticeship.. so thats another 3 years.. I know.. thats a long time. but we will just see how things go.. haha.. ok shouldnt actually be laughing, and he was like you shouldnt be asking that. But i said you can back out if you want, like you can if you want. He was kinda annoyed with me i think cus he was like you are the first girl that i ve liked.. im not just gonna give up. I feel really weird writing this on the blog.. i hope other ppl dont see this.. cus im gonna feel really dumb.. so top secret! but ya we have been hanging out alot lately.. in his words shitloads.. so ya.. just letting you guys now.. This is weird.. i am no longer 'single', didnt think this would happen.. but thats all for now :D